1am thoughts

[ratzoid]

im really nervous to be going back to in person school again soon. Im hoping that when i go back i can maybe make a few friends, but im scared i'll be too awkward to talk to anyone and end up with worse mental health than i currently have and zero friends :( im also scared people might remember me from middle school, and since i go by a different name now im scared they might think im weird for that. plus im worried they might not accept me for being trans and probably kill me for it or something idk. i do live in washington so theres laws protecting people like me, but still. im terrified of their judgement.